I have to lie to make you happy but i guess its for the right reasons now?

why am i put though hell for trying to do the right thing when i don't think its right?

Meh

No Matter how hard i try, i always end up the best friend...

Feelings

I feel left behind. =( no one wants to see me, at least no one tells me they do....

today

It should've been a kind of good day, hard final then a friend feeling me. should've been good. Last night and not having my bff/ex bf here to help me through it all, just ruined everything. I feel like i should be like everyone else and just have a good time. why can't i?

Bad day

So today my Guinea Pig Maddi Died... I'm really distraught... I wish someone could just come cuddle with me... I guess bad things happen in hundreds... ='(

even cleaning is making me feel depressed... Finding things that remind me of us. Oh Well... Gotta look at the bright side of things, Major final tomorrow... wait...