The hardest part about my life right now is seeing the man i love happy with another girl. Even though I try to flirt, Try to make myself feel better, I just always end up feeling unloveable because I don't believe that anyone else will even like me more then just friends. I guess I should just give up. Maybe its best. I wish he never left every night, everyday i remember he is pretty much my only friend. I feel like a useless being and that i'm just taking up resources because since i'm not loveable, what else is there?
man i really gotta start getting to sleep before 1am... but people say alcohol brings out the truth from people, time brings out mine i guess...
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