TO MY WONDERFUL READERS:
remembering times that make u happy and smiling about them and them not bringing u down even tho they wont happen again, thats life #winning
through the current events in my life of the past week. my life has been uber crazy yet also really boring. I'm still trying to find that good middle ground at work =). Boys will be boys, people are stupid (exponentially when alcohol is involved), people over react, make right and wrong decisions, go back to whats safe, hide, smile, laugh, be true, everything. And all over one weekend I learned this. ha.
Through life i've had hard times, (been cheated on, broken up with, had my heart broken, not done well in school, lost love ones) but i've had good times, (passing a hard class, learning i'm better then what i pegged myself as, found new love, lost love yet gained a new respect, amazing job, amazing friends). I learned through them all that life still goes on. its very short. if we don't smile and let yesterday be yesterday (sometimes things carry over b/c of actions taken) we never move forward and on with our lives.
In finding love in myself within loving my personality and looks (looks i am still working on but i love myself) i have found even if i try to change for someone, the true me is always there,
me = bubbly, outgoing, crazy, calm when needed, always ready to be a joke if needed, loving, and caring.
I have learned that if I am not me I am rude and always wanting to fight. I don't like this or suppressing me. so i'm not going to anymore. I have friends that love me for me and like me for who i am. Lifes starting to go well.
Love Nyk until next check in <3
P.S. Even though I miss a certain someone. we're to different and i know that. I still love you and probably won't stop loving you because you where my first true love. Now to move on, remember what i've learned growing up, and find my soulmate. (yes i'm being a tad bit cheesy, remember its 1:30am.)
LOVE YOURSELF AND BE YOURSELF : DON'T CHANGE FOR ANYONE
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